well its now 11pm..jon said to wait 30 more minutes then cath and rotate him in his bed..then he'd be good till 4am..so thats what the plan is..i JUST finished with him at tad before 11pm..so i figured i'd hang out on the computer till 1130pm..then hit the sack..he was able to have bowel movements and i was even able to wash his hair..
im SOOO SORRY SHELDON but we decided to shave the rest of his goatee off..we just didnt feel comfortable walking into church with the goatee for the first time..it will grow back im sure..we hope your not mad!!??
the girls went to bed smoothly for me - so that was nice..i got all their church clothes and shoes ready for them when they wake up..i even have jons ready..i hope he doesnt get too hot in them..if he gets too hot or cold it brings on serious pain..so pray that he's comfortable tomorrow!!
well i cant believe i made it this far with no help..i could NEVER go forever like this though -- i feel like ive spent 9 weeks at disneyland everyday- its really wierd!
ive decided to start up my running again..i will need to either do it in the morning after the 2 girls have left is probably the best time..jons not happy about the idea of my going at nite..even if it is with a few girlfriends..neither would my dad nor my father in law be happy about that! So i will shoot for early morning..the older girls can either stay here and hang out or come with me and ride their bikes..so if anyone wants to join - im starting monday at 9am! as soon as the girls are picked up! i need to start running to help me emotionally and physically..i use to HATE running..but i started in january..i was so proud of myself..so i want to get back into it again..
well only 15 more minutes to go..guess ill go check my email..thank you EVERYONE for your constant prayers..we TRULY TRULY feel them..i still cant believe this is happening to us..sometimes im not even sure if its "refining me"..i feel like i could be SO MUCH better...sometimes i think..man it would have been so much easier if it was me instead of jon! to have the head of your home brought down so far like this..its a constant uphill battle...one that i NEVER would have imagined we'd face..ever...were SO grateful that we live so close to family (30 minutes) and were in SUCH a great ward..have such great friends in and out of the church that truly care for us..we will get to the top of this uphill battle..literally ONE day at a time..its a miracle to see where jon is right now..after just 8 weeks..truly - a miracle..
1 year ago
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I am glad you are doing something for yourself. You need that time to strengthen you so you have more to give. As always you and your family are in my prayers. I hope that you continue to see more miracles in your life and your family's lives.
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