exhausting morning..

Last nite i waited till midnite to help the caregiver katrina cath jon..we again went thru 3 kits..but the 3rd one we finally got it..and it looked really good and clear which is a good sign..
then i went to sleep and had the baby monitor on so i could listen for the 4am cath to make sure she got it and i could hear her and listend to see if she needed my help..it went well..so she didnt need me..so needless to say..im whiped out again..
jon was able to make it thru the night taking meds and cathing at 12am and 4am..so i will need to check and make sure he has no pressure sores..if he doesnt that will be great..cuz that means the mattress is working properly and i can go back to hiring someone full time so that someone is here during the day to help me vs just at night when they are only doing something twice and spending the rest of the time sleeping on my couch..i pay the same price either way...now its a matter of finding someone thats good at helping jon..
well i need to get myself dressed for the day..someone should be here shortly to pick up the younger two girls..well see how the rest of the day goes..