please bring sacrament..

i dont think jon nor i will be going to church tomorrow..jon is just not in a state to be able to do much of anything..let alone go to church at 9am..
SO tracy- hopefully you read this and find out that we wont need you here in the morning..i will get the girls clothes ready this evening..and they are already showered for tomorrow..i will be up to dress them in the morning ready to go..
ive asked a friend to take my truck and bring all the kids to and from church..hopefully that all works out..i'd love to go myself but will need to be here to care for jon as i am the day nurse for him...

since we wont be attending sacrament..please EQ bring the sacrament tomorrow..thanks!

jon is still suffering with a massive headache..we've already cath'd him..so im not sure what else i can do but keep watch over him..this is SUCH a stressful situation right now!! i sure hope tomorrow is better vs being worse..right now his chest is also VERY tight making it hard for him to breathe...his headache is so bad..he's emotional about it..its mainly on the right hand side front to back throbbing..he says basically throbbing to the beat of his heart...he's eating dinner now..then we'll go on with the rest of the stuff tonite..what would i do without all the help im getting on a DAILY basis!!! i would probably just sit and cry...its so awesome to have people here to just step in and do what needs to be done..and for SO MANY OF YOU who arent here in my area..to send prayers, thoughts, emails, posts on my blog, all those things REALLY ENCOURAGE me to keep going - so thank you!!!

when he was paralyzed..or when we found out..i NEVER thought he'd be going thru ANY of this!! its bad enough already that he's paralyzed right now..so to have pain on top of this and headaches and everything..jon doesnt just do things in a small way ..he never has..guess he never will..i cant imagine not being able to feel..but being able to feel! its like he cant feel anything good right now it seems to be only bad things!! but he says ATLEAST i FEEL SOMETHING!!! thats so very true.. we're just going to keep going forward with our eternal perspective..enduring MEANS so much more to us now...