Saturday, May 27, 2006

quiet day...

well for the most part..today has been quiet.. i tried to get jon into his chair..but he was just in too much pain he couldnt do it..i had to lay him back down because he was showing signs of passing out..he was thankful..then he just lay there saying the pain was just getting to be too much..he's suffered so long he said..he was crying..MAN that is hard to watch your husband cry!!!!
then he quickly said..okay enough crying from me..ive had my moment for today lets get on with things!!! SO SAD!!
as i was helping jon with stuff..sarah made the comment "i wish we could have our old dad back the way he use to be"..again SO HARD!!!!!!! jon told her..im getting better its just going to take a long time..
anyway- a little sad moments here and there..but were working thru them..
time to go watch the kids in the pool and let jon rest some more..he didnt make it into the chair at all..we'll see how tomorrow goes..again he's worried that tomorrow might be worse then today PLEASE pray its the opposite!!!

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