long night...

well i went to bed in good spirits last night..then at 1130 i looked at the wedding picture of me and jon dancing at our wedding..i TOTALLY lost it..and i cried hard..for a long time..i think it was my "mourning" stage last night..it was the hardest time ever for me..
then thru the night sarah came in not feeling well, pounding headache, diarhea, fever..so i was up with her instead of sleeping..
jon slept great i believe..we have a good system down finally..
i had the girl from kenya come today..she'll be back at 8am tonite..then she'll watch holly and then she'll watch katrina and she'll be here 24 hours until 8pm on saturday and be back at 8pm on monday...so i'll need to find someone for those other 2 days..so we'll see how she does..
right now sheldon and scott are here working on some business stuff..the PT guy came SO mad cuz he was just the evaluation guy - he didnt even do anything! RGHGH so i GUESS someone is coming tomorrow or the next day...what a pain!
well its now noon..time to go cath him, give meds and see if he's hungry for lunch..ive got a sick child who wont stay in her room or my room..so im a tad busy today!
tomorrow jon meets with pain management team not until 4pm..so we'll see how that goes..