Monday morning..

Today is monday..jons mattress KEEP deflating on home- imagine not moving and then being sunken into a HUGE air mattress- talk about scary!!! so AGAIN ive put a call in to figure out what the deal is with this mattress...
jon also has a LOT of tightness in his chest and its making it hard for him to breathe right now..so i called the RN from our home healthcare (who wasnt there of course) and the office told me to call the doctor which i did that (who wasnt there either -out to lunch) so now we get to sit and wait and see what happens..
he's up in his wheelchair again without his abdominal binder which is good...
our r/s president came over and talked to us about the help the ward is going to be able to provide for us to help us out..which is SOOO wonderful!!! we have a great big ward with so many tender hearts- were so thankful!!! we also have awesome neighbors and friends all around us willing to do anything...
tonite at 10pm we will start with katrina..she is VERY excited to come help us..so we'll see how it goes..during the day from 10am-10pm..im on my own..we have kim able to come when she can..so we may call katrina to come in earlier then 10pm..when you do a 24 hour shift you pay for ONE person and thats 150 dollars a day..AND they HAVE to sleep for 6-8 hours straight..so if i did the 2 12 hour shifts..im paying 13 per hours..which is double then one person 24 hour shift..SO i really need to figure out something..now social security is suppose to be able to help pay for that BUT i got denied because we had more then 2k in our banking account in april..SO i have to do a bunch of stuff and paperwork to see if i can work that out...until then just more stress!!