made it to church...

we'll we made it to church..and now i just want to sleep for 4 days and not wake up!!
i didnt think we were going - 9am church is hard to get to...but it was fathers day and jon wanted to go "to atleast take the sacrament" but we were late and missed it anyway..oh well..once there we figured we put so much effort into GETTING there..we mineaswell stay..so we did..
we got home and i made everyone sandwiches for lunch, fed jon, then jon felt like he needed to go to the bathroom, so i ended up doing the bowel program with him ALL WHILE the nurse has been SLEEPING!!! SO BUGS!! she's been asleep since we left for church at 9am...must be nice!
its now 230 and im JUST getting my chance to put my feet up since YESTERDAY..im really tired and need just 15 minutes to catch myself back up..
i thought i could post pics from this laptop..but it looks like i'll have to go downstairs to post them off the main computer system..
i talked to jon about the cruise..i feel like he's doing so much better..considering that he's COMPLETELY OFF that methadone and he's ONLY taking his dilaudid every 6 hours instead of 4 hours is so awesome!! and he HASNT had to take ducolax for 2 weeks now!!!! do you know what that means for us!! just that right there is SOOOOO wonderful!!!! i really feel like the neurontin and not being plugged up is the key to him not having the pain so much...i'd LOVE for him to be completely off the dilaudid..i think thats something worth shooting for..so i'll talk to him again each day and see what we'll plan for the cruise..i cant BELIEVE were leaving saturday - i REALLY dont feel prepared for that at all! first i need to figure out where our passports are..if i cant find those i'll need to make sure i have my birth certificates ready to go..which we can do..then i'll need to pull out my 4 page list of stuff to bring and pack and have at it..
thank you all for your prayers and helping us get thru this..and for right now just helping us day by day and for helping us get thru each week so that our normal will be normal one day..