friday...

jon did well thru the nite..he woke up terribly anxious and has been so ALL day today..he had a good bowel program and im SOOO happy he's yet to have to take the ducolax!!!
this anxious thing can be so terrible..he's figity about EVERYTHING!! he gets to where his chest gets tight and he feels like he cant breathe...he spent 2 hours working with sheldon and then 2 hours with the byers..i had TONS of errands to run and since i cant ever get out - i saved 3 hours worth all today..im so grateful for those that helped our family! my girls hung out at amy nottinghams all day - they had a lot of fun!!
well - now i get to get everyone bathed/showered and then get EvERYTHING ready for the wedding tomorrow..i need to make a list cuz im getting overwhelmed here!! jon is worried about him being anxious..he's going to come off the methadone and see if he's not so agitated about everything..i sure hope its the methadone- because THIS is NO FUN...its extremely hard on everyone else when he's like this..so pray that its the methadone causing this- and that it subsides..we really need for tomorrow to be a nice day..
well back to work!